Friday, March 28, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
One night, I went home from school. Since my sisters were away for school, only my mom and I were left. When I got there, my mom wasn't home yet so I tried to entertain myself by watching tv but I felt bored and turn it off. I was experiencing a long silence when suddenly tears fell from my eyes. I felt loneliness in my heart, I just missed everyone and I felt all alone.
I looked up and I saw the cross hanged on the wall. More tears fell and for some reason God answered my whys.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
People asked me what I want to do, what kind of job I like or what do I want to become? These are questions that I even ask to myself too but you know what , the thing is I know exactly what I want, the problem is how am I going to make it happen. The main reason why I cannot pursue on doing the things that I enjoy most is that I don't have money. Yeah, they said that if you love it, go for it, but come on, money is a big factor to make it happen. Well, it doesn't mean that I won't continue to make my dreams come to reality because I won't let it happen.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
I miss my mom, it's hurting me that we are not staying together. What's really making me sad is the fact that my mom lives alone. How I wish I could be there so that she will not be lonely and have company. I know my mom misses us so much, and she's keeping herself busy so that she will forget how unhappy she is. I am also worried with her, she is already 53 and we all know that on this age different sickness arises. I just wish and pray that God will allow me to have her beside us so that we could take good care of her. And while waiting for the right time, I pray that He will protect and guide her.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
I am somehow frustrated today. Me and my sister were doing some job hunting. We tried to walk in one of the busiest streets on the metro and found nothing. Actually, there were many jobs hiring but finding the right one for me was difficult. I am now becoming one of the many Filipinos who are having a hard time looking for a job. It was depressing because even if I'm a degree holder, it is not just enough. I don't know how and what I should do. Maybe I just have to believe and try more and more until I will succeed.