I think it was the Holy Spirit who enlightened me and gave me an answer. I was thinking that every time I have problems, I always run to him and ask for His help. Instead of questioning Him for the things that I've been through, I should have thanked Him. Coz if not of those trials, I wouldn't even think of Him and even remember. God is a jealous god, He wants us to always seek Him for everything and make Him the center of our lives.